Of course, the travel days were TERRIBLE on my back and body, but way worth it! :-)Jenna, Andy and I had a great time with his parents and it probably will be the last trip we take in a long time, so it was fun for us to love on our Jenna, relax, and enjoy the time in the sun. We went to Busch Gardens one day, the beach another day, and then we just did a lot of pool and sun time at the hotel. VERY relaxing!
|mommy & her girl|
|Our great, growing family!|
Today Andy and I went to the doctor for our scheduled 15 week appointment. All babies are still measuring wonderful, definitely on track with where they should be with normal gestation, and all very close in size so far (about the size of a large apple or "small pan fish" per doc!). All heartbeats are good, and everything else looks great (cervix, amniotic sacs, etc). I have had no more bleeding since my scare, and he said that (hopefully) that should not occur again (bleeding seems to be most common between weeks 11-13).
But the best part of all was that we found out 3 out of the 4 sexes!!!!!!!!!!!
Our identical twins are officially two very obvious BOYS (Baby "C" and "D" for those of you out there keeping track). Our Baby "A" looks like a girl and it is pretty apparent, but it will be confirmed at the next ultrasound in 2 weeks. Baby "B" is an elusive little thing and did not want to give his/her identity just yet. That's ok... Andy just about did a flip when he found out our identical twins are boys! He REALLY wanted at least one boy, and his dad is an identical twin so I know it means a lot to his family to have this happen again! I am glad too, but really more relieved all look healthy and we have a mix of sexes!
Watching the ultrasound I was once amazed at how God knits babies together! I mean, they all looked just like regular babies... only smaller! Fingers, toes, nose, bodies, all looked so amazingly perfectly formed. I don't think I will ever get over the awe of how amazingly detailed He is and how beautiful he intended Creation to be!!
Thank You Jesus, for these beautiful, healthy children!
We are definitely aware that we need to be realistic, not optimistic (or pessimistic) about what is to come. The doctor talked to us about this again. I have been in contact with other multiples' moms and know of babies that did not make it to their birth, babies that have had major complications at birth, and babies that have been healthy little things from the get-go, despite having to spend the first month or two in the NICU (which will be a must for our babies due to their premature birth). It's in God's hands, and that trust thing is definitely still an area I need to give to Him regularly. Each day, though, we get more and more excited. What an awesome, privileged adventure He has us on!!!
As for how I am doing, I am slowing down more and more each day and just need to really pace myself and not push my body. What this translates to is when I go up or down the steps, I need to catch my breath and maybe lay down. I need to manage simple household tasks like making meals... doing dishes.... getting showered or dressed... cleaning my kitchen counters... doing laundry... with LOTS and LOTS of breaks and times to rest. At rest my heart beats like a drum, and with any activity you would think I just did four sets of "suicides". It's a little frustrating still, but I am doing better accepting it is what it is right now. I started getting pretty bad sciatica and lower back pain about 2 weeks ago, which I hope will not get much worse. Going to the chiro helps, but MAN when I over-do it (i.e. dare to take on a few tasks for the day), my lower back, tailbone, left leg and hip certainly have no problems telling me so. Even so, I am blessed. So blessed.
Last week at church our pastor talked about how when we have total control of our lives, it might be what we want but it does not necessarily open our lives to the adventure God may have for us. Totally out of control as it is, Andy and I agreed we are on an adventure set by God and how cool and privileged we feel to be on an adventure set by him, but at the same time it is freaky and scary and we feel utterly and totally out of control. Just where God wants us. Blessed we are.